March 17, 2020
Well, here we are social distancing – hopefully like the rest of you. Nothing like a global pandemic to bring a family together, huh? I would love to hear how you are spending your time these days; please comment below with a few thoughts.
A lot has happened since my last post. I will touch on most of it in the lists below.
Things I am worried about:
- The impact of this pandemic. Will my family stay healthy? How many people in my community – in my circles near & far – will be affected? Will our hospitals be able to care for all of them? Will we survive the obvious recession that will come from all of this? Will my son and his fellow members of the Class of 2020 be able to have their graduation ceremony?
- I was laid off in January. I have come close to a few opportunities, but nothing has panned out yet. Now with the virus situation, and looming recession, the hiring environment will obviously change. How long will it take for me to find something? Should I take “anything” or should I hold out for the right thing?
- Colin has decided on UNC-Charlotte for his next academic step. He wants to study engineering. We are excited for him! Will we be able to get financial aid & loans so this will be a reality for him?
- Our governor has ordered schools to close for two weeks (at least) and I am guessing there is a strong likelihood it will last longer than that. This is hard, but it’s the right call. I worry about our teachers who have been thrown into this just like we have. I worry about my kids and other students – will they be able to keep up with their academics?
- Will my children and I drive each other up the wall before this is all over?
Things I am grateful for:
- Don has a stable job and as far as we can tell it should not be hugely impacted by the pandemic; or at least not immediately. Things are leaner than normal, but he can support us.
- My healthy family. Don’s diagnosis was three years ago this month! He is doing well, living with NETs but carrying on with life.
- Colin earned his Eagle Scout Award this month!
- We lost my friend Elizabeth two years ago after a challenging battle with cancer. But I’m grateful that her amazing husband Bob is still blogging, still living life fully, along with their two precious daughters. I learn so much from them.
- Pets who bring lots of entertainment and joy.
- Finding Katie Churchwell and Pop-up Prayer on facebook. Look her up!
- We celebrated 20 years of marriage on March 8, 2020!
- Livestream worship services from my church – WestPresChurch.org, now that services are cancelled due to the virus impact.
- My friends who share funny texts with me related to life, politics, and parenting. You know who you are!
- I was able to take a fun & relaxing girls trip to Richmond in February with some special friends.
- Losing 22 lbs since Christmas! Thanks, Noom!
- Having more time for the super-fun Jazzercise workouts since I’ve been home for a few months. Although they have now been cancelled due to the current climate, I can check out online Jazzercise workouts – yay!
- My dad is feeling good, back to his old self, after some leukemia treatment.
- Favorite podcasts: NPR’s Up First, Hacks on Tap, For the Love with Jen Hatmaker, Oprah’s Super Soul Conversations, It’s Been a Minute with Sam Sanders, Poetry Unbound.
- Teachers who care about my kids and their other students and are doing their best in less-than-ideal circumstances.
- My sisters who are only a text away! And who are available to help my parents when needed.
- My friend’s daughter finally made it home from her study abroad program in Italy that was cut short.
- My adult coloring book – Beautiful Cities. My version of Florence, Italy is featured here.
- Spotify and playlists it makes for me.
- The childcare gig Colin and I have picked up this week & next week – caring for children of medical professionals who cannot get off work to care for their children, because they are caring for the community. It feels like a good way to help, plus I’ll be earning a little income which never hurts.
- Being able to close my eyes and breathe when things seem like too much.
Do you see a trend? The worries are questions to which I don’t have answers. Isn’t that just like our darn human nature to obsess over things we cannot control? Things we don’t know or couldn’t know? And do you notice that my Gratitude list is much longer than my worries? This is a worrisome time, but I challenge you to list the things that you are grateful for. Even if you only consider the last 48 hours, I’m sure it will be a long list!
Finally, I’m grateful for the wisdom of Maya Angelou. I’m counting on this!